Warrior of God

Monday, December 04, 2006
9:48 AM

Blogged by.. xelL @ 9:48 AM

Its rather frustrating that everything has to do with google. yes and that includes blogger. i'm baptised ,

Gideon- a champion of the last days, a mighty men of valor, a warrior, a reformed man, a man of courage and strength, a man who found favor in the eyes of the Lord.

And i had this phrase stuck in my mind for the entire day

"Foxes have holes, birds of the air have nest but the Son of man have nowhere to lay His head"

-Luke 9:58

and i started thinking about it. The human brain can never decipher what God has intended it to be, our brains are just to... simple i guess. We can never truly get the answer that God has through this simple mind of ours.

Indeed God started to speak through the Holy Spirit to me, and indeed it was the Cost of Discipleship. Many of times, we run to the altar and we declare "Oh God, i'll follow u, follow u wherever you'll go " but the next day we turn to another life, where God seems to be number 2 in our life. Our mentality of "Disciple" has been kept for Sat and Sunday purposes.

We run to the altar and say "God if there is someone u would sent, send me." and when people start to ask u, "hey lets reach out to these people " or " hey u want to go for mission trip" our minds would start having a negative response. God was trying to say, " hey get right with me, if u want to follow me then i warn you that its not easy. The animals have places to lay, people have home, i don't. If u want to follow me, u have to forsake all" and i remembered this verse

"So likewise, whoever does not forsake all that he has, he cannot be My disciple."

-Luke 14:33

and indeed we do not forsake ALL, if computer has been taking more time then anything else then it is an idol. Many of us have been worshipping these idols unknowingly. amen?

We must Get RIGHT with God today, Count the cost of following, search your heart and think whether u really want to follow Him, He should be the center of our life but the essence of sin is the result of Self centerness.

Are our desires more impt or God desires more impt.

"For even the Son of Man did not come to be served , but to serve , and to give his life a ransom for many" Mark 10:45

And we are Forever grateful that He who was sinless came to become sin for the sake of us.

i'll end with this ...

"He was wounded For our transgression, bruised For our Iniquities;

The chasetisement for our peace was upon Him, And by His stripes we were healed"

-Isaiah 53:5

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Thursday, November 23, 2006
7:23 AM

Blogged by.. xelL @ 7:23 AM

i just came back from dinner with the o & a level students in my cell. it was good. thats all i could say. because it was GOOD..
i remembered this joke we made in the resort the other time and i really treasured the time we could fellowship and have fun. setting up the fire, playing the ps2, rocking the majong set.
SO they claim that when u add fats and coke together u get to see worms appearing so i said
" in the beginning xb created worm by pouring coke on fats. And he said it was good."
"you shall have coke and coke more abundantly"
"For Fats so loved the Coke that he gave out his only begotten worm, that whoever believed in it shall not perish but have more worms.."
NONSENCE!
okay it was so lame la.. but we were all unconcious in the state of mind. and to some ppl this could be offending but we were just creating out of boredom and sanity.

okay life is Good. and i stood rooted thinking what will tomorrow be...

-a mark of recognition.
pleasure kills.

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Wednesday, November 22, 2006
1:14 AM

Blogged by.. xelL @ 1:14 AM

i'm amazed at my blogs popularity. but i guess many do not understand the meaning. but thanks for coming.
we had bbq at tanah merah safra resort. its huge and i think that it quite worthy to book the chalet but its quite remote and the things there are expensive.i've photos but i'm to tired to go upload them. maybe someday maybe never.
perhaps u have heard the background music at the background. its an rather old song by MercyMe. its called "if i can only imagine"
And its really like how we feel about eternity in heaven, many of us try to imagine how it would be like before God, before Jesus. and this is part of the song.
"Surrounded by Your glory, what will my heart feel
Will I dance for You Jesus or in awe of You be still
Will I stand in Your presence or to my knees will I fall
Will I sing hallelujah, will I be able to speak at all
I can only imagine"
yesterday as we sat up the fire, i was actually very proud of myself as i was able to sat up beautiful fire for the bbq. And i sat there thinking of "Revival"
U see God is like person who wants to start a fire, and we are the ugly and dirty charcoal that has our potential hidden within us. God places all of us together so that we can full utilize our potential and that we can help each other "burn"(inspire and pull people onwards,fellowship). And when we have the structure, the fire starter is put into the structure and the charcoal are burn. But that fire does not last forever. Which is similar to us, when we come to know Christ throught friends, and we start strengthening ourselves and utilising our "talents" for his kingdom, however it does not last forever, our fire diminish. But as we start to fan them, the fire starts to spark off, and after fanning (okay we use the eletric fan and was so much faster) the fire reappears. Similarly thats what the Holy Spirit Gives us, the fire to burn for His kingdom and He speeds us the process and quicken us. When we are fully utilize, when the the charcoal is fully used up and u see that perfect red molten state, it is spread out. Simliarly, we are being spread out to other countries to preach what He has done in our life and to ask God to also use them and to spread our fire to them. and if u are thinking that the since the fire is gone, then there is no heat, then u are wrong. Miraclously, the bbq pit still remained hot.
So u'll know what more the fire in us, it may get smaller through the years but the heat is still there. (:

-another random comment. (:

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Friday, November 17, 2006
7:29 AM

Blogged by.. xelL @ 7:29 AM

i decided to turn back to my past time. (: its been long since i blog. so its kinda refreshing. o level abt to end. i'm left with... 1 paper?!... hahaha. i don't think i did well. i kinda screwed up to many papers to count them..

we came out with a conclusion. IF u quarrel with your family members/parents. come and eat the happy family meal. so u all can be a HAPPY FAMILY. u can also play the happy family meal game. (:

we were wondering if this was really bruise or love bite... (:

This is the latest criss cross fries sold by mac. its only 2dollars. While stock last. (:

u see once u start studying u either start hallucinating or u start to take steps into the ultimate darkness. this is my friend mR KingKong. Mr black and mr prata(me) was there studying too (:

and as i pondered. i felt that dota is seriously a waste of money and i got pissed because i spent 10bucks playing a dumb game and ending up with a headache. arghhh i could have ate mos with that money. i had to take a cab home and accept the anger on my mum's face..
i'm gonna learn acoustic with xb. i hope. at least its worthy la. better than DOTA. (:

- it meant a thing to be controlling a country but another to fully utilise and gain mental control over the people. the people feared the communist of their iron fist rule and the secret police. out of desperation, many were killed trying to escape. this is how cruel life is...
and as u walk, life gets darker but the light gets brighter. (:

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Friday, November 03, 2006
8:18 AM

Blogged by.. xelL @ 8:18 AM

i did something horrible ... i drew on my mirror. i think my mum is gonna slaughter me alive?..
i was waiting for the drama to load so i decided to blog. then i drew on my mirror. it looks horrible. very. arghhhhhhhhhhhh..
i wanted to blog something. my o's are in 2 days time?.. interesting huh..
we went to the airport for 2 days straight.so its like kinda of strange. and i would like to

apologise to Mr Ngoh. casue i overslept.. hahahaha. i need to buy a t-shirt. all my shirt shrank or got enlarged. hahahaa..

i'm quite touched by something sherwyn did. hahhaa. (: thanks bro..

i'm sleepy. i should sleep and stand up so boring now. i don't know why.. yawnnn

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Monday, October 23, 2006
5:54 PM

Blogged by.. xelL @ 5:54 PM

okay. i should post something yeah.the fonts so weird. its like so much bigger since the last time i blog. hmmmmmm. does anyone have time to help me do maintainence on my blog?..
"nothing in my hands i bring, simply to the cross i cling.
for all that u have done for me, this love song i'll sing"
it may seem so simple to everyone but somehow i never understood what he went through. i never understood how painful it was, how much he had to carry for us. it was too.. painful to think abt it. But hey! my savior died and rose again. HE is a Living Savior. (: He is with me.
So i finally took up the courage to watch passion of the Christ. I watched the first part where the devil (chalice?.. same thing la) was tempting him and distracting him. "u can never carry the burden of men" did not stop my savior from carrying the cross for me. and because he died for me, i'm living for Him.
less then 10 days to o level. i sat there thinking to myself. still half shock. 10years of education just for 2weeks of hardwork. wow..i'm getting up. don't worry. (: i have faith in myself and in God.

-if u don't have faith in Yourself, then people would not have faith in you.

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Friday, September 29, 2006
7:45 AM

Blogged by.. xelL @ 7:45 AM

life seems like a rush and gasp for air. time pass so quickly. 2 weeks gone.
i really need some motivation to get me moving.
we had our 4hours geography lesson today. and i felt that "hey at least i did learn something today" and i felt such a sense of accomplishment. we headed down to food court for dinner. as we sat there, xianbi said"eh everyone attached already left we all two" and really it sat upon my heart. perhaps i had been avoiding to think abt that question. perhaps not. everyone in our clique were attached. Jess with Darius. Andre with Andrina. Sherwyn with Irdayah. Michael with Phoebe. And lastly, Meiyan being a lesbian. i don't like that "guy"''s name. owell.
Certainly Xb and I were singled for a reason and maybe this reason is not seen today but we often to have a concept of having what my friends have. and i really thought abt what i've been doing this past entire year since the day i became serious abt my pursue in God. and as i lay back thinking, this walk was not a unfruitful one. I knew God and personally knew Him. It was such a blessing and honour. although temptation seems to lurk at every corner, i've learn so much. and i never regretted.
-relationship changes man . -xb
my relationship with God changed me.u 'll never know. untill u know Him. how i've matured so quickly through this one year. is ... mysterious. and ... unexpectable.
maybe a lil bit of jealousy still linger in the dark corner but i know i've come so far and i'm not walking back...
(:

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